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I write from the fault lines where certainty collapses.

My work exists in the tension between annihilation and survival—not to extract inspiration or provide comfort, but to drag readers into territories we’re culturally conditioned to avoid. I’m interested in the architecture of fracture: how systems crack, how identities splinter, how narratives fail, and what truths emerge in that failure. I don’t write to inspire or comfort. I write to create a space where we can inhabit complexity without requiring resolution.

Radical Precision

I approach language as a scalpel, not a salve. My writing doesn’t aim to heal or resolve, but to expose with unflinching clarity. I believe the most honest intellectual position is one of interrogation rather than conclusion. The questions that resist answers are precisely the ones worth pursuing.

When cultural narratives smooth over complexity, I write into the abrasions. When institutions demand performances of wellness, transformation, or redemption, I document what those demands cost us. I’m not interested in what makes readers comfortable—I’m interested in what makes them see differently.

Beyond Redemptive Arcs

The conventional narrative trajectory—fall, struggle, redemption—serves systems of power more than it serves truth. My work rejects these artificial closures. I write about states of permanent rupture, about carrying damage rather than transcending it, about navigating worlds that demand simplicity when reality offers none.

This isn’t pessimism. It’s a commitment to examining what remains when prescribed narratives fall away. It’s about finding meaning in continuance rather than closure.

The Politics Of Discomfort

My current works, Transient and Analysis Paralysis, apply this approach to addiction and recovery—dismantling the sanitized narratives that serve institutional interests while obscuring lived reality. But the same methodology extends to my exploration of sexuality, power dynamics, estrangement, identity fragmentation, and institutional control.

What unites these investigations is a refusal to look away from what makes us uncomfortable. I believe discomfort is where genuine intellectual engagement begins. When cultural narratives become too seamless, too easily consumed, they’re concealing something essential.

Fracture As Form

The structures of my writing reflect these concerns. I’m interested in fragmentation not as aesthetic choice but as epistemological position. I work in both sustained narrative and concentrated essay forms, each offering different tools for examining how we construct meaning from experience.

I write to create a space where we can acknowledge that some fractures don’t heal but instead become the foundation for something else entirely—something that couldn’t exist without the breaking.


My memoir Transient chronicles the cycle of meth addiction, psychosis, and fragile recovery with brutal precision, while my essay collection Analysis Paralysis examines the philosophical and cultural architecture behind addiction and identity. Together, they form a cartography of experience that refuses simple resolution.

Currently seeking representation. For sample pages, essays, or speaking engagements, contact info@nrthomas.com.

About Me

I write at the intersection of experience and interrogation. My work examines the architecture of what breaks us—and what remains.

My memoir Transient explores how identity, perception, and reality fracture and reform, while my essay collection Analysis Paralysis dissects the cultural myths and institutional structures that shape these experiences.

Currently seeking representation.